As I have an evening meeting, I decided to stay at church and grab a bite from M&S for tea.  One item I bought was their new 'Christmas Pudding Smoothie'... Well, I thought, no soy, no peppers, give it a go...

Imagine drinking liquidised Christmas pudding... W.E.I.R.D.

It's for a good cause, supporting Shelter, but I don't think I'll be buying another one.  I'll stick to tea!

Today's PAYG used this song as it's way in to a reflection on part of Isaiah:

In my dream when I'm asleep
I' m running through the streets
Searching high and low
And when I find the One I love
Hold the One I'm dreaming of
I'll never let Him go

I give the years away
For one golden day
Cause all I long for most
Is mine when He comes close to me

Music calling from the sea
Washes over me
And almost gets me there
I'll let the wild wind carry me
Beyond the things I see
Yeah I'll go anywere

I'd give the years away
For one golden day
Cause all I long for most
Is mïne when He comes close to me

If I'm honest, I struggled with the idea of "giving the years away" for "one golden day"

So I wonder, for whom or for what would you give it all away, if indeed you would?  I guess it reminds me a bit of a saying from Stanley Hauerwas that stuck in my mind to the effect that 'if nothing is worth dying for, in the end you die for nothing'.  So perhaps the song is a reminder about priorities, about what really matters, and about how we spend the time and energy we do have?

What do you think?

Today's readings are

Psalm 45:1

Leviticus 26: 2 - 4

Romans 8:26

It is the third of these that I find most readily links, for me, with the concept of hope:

In the same way, the Spirit helps us in our weakness. We do not know what we ought to pray for, but the Spirit herself intercedes for us with groans that words cannot express. (Catriona's Hebraised Edition)

Sometimes it is nigh on impossible to pray.  If we are exhausted.  If we are unwell.  If we are anxious.  If we are angry.  If we are bewildered.  If we are overwhelmed.  The list is - I suspect- endless.  This is not about making excuses for not praying, for deducing it really doens't matter because God knows anyway.  Rather it's a source of hope, a glimmer of light in the darkness of our fatigue, sickness, ire, confusion, lostness, a promise that God's Spirit helps us, a promise that when words or concepts fail us the Spirit steps in and prays on our behalf - a go-between Spirit, an intercessor, a breath of life where all seems dead, a fire to consume the darkness, an oil to soothe...

Sophia, Wisdom of God

Pnuema, Breath of God

Ruach, Wind of God

Paraclete, Comforter, Helper

Spirit of Hope

Pray for Us

Amen