I'm sure you know the old, corny, joke about 'worry' which ends up with the line - and if you go to hell you'll be so busy shaking hands with your friends you won't have time to worry. It's a lousy theology of hell, but it came in handy over the last couple of days! Not because they were hell or even hellish, but because, from some of what was said, it could be deduced many of us are booked in there...
Being on a conference planning team is a big responsiblilty, and I know how much thought and time people put into making it happen. It is also quite tiring as you have to, at least to an extent, 'work' while you're there. And, inevitably people share with you how they have found it.
Just before I left today, someone came to chat to me. He told me he had found the event difficult, one speaker had been difficult to engage with, the other patronising. Yet, he observed, 'this is my family' in a way that church is not - this disparate group of ministers formed for him a community where he felt loved and supported, and that was worth the struggle.
My own reflection is that many people found it a bruising event; whilst a few lapped up everything, each guest speaker managed to alienate and wound at least some of the delegates. These wounded folk were incredibly gracious as they shared their feelings with me, assuring me that they did not blame or hold responsible those who had booked these speakers. Yet, I know that some of them went home nursing bruises that will take some time to heal.
There were some good moments in the event - largely those led by our own folk. Our retiring Regional Minister spoke with his customary humour and wisdom - a real reminder why he is so deeply loved and respected. Our Missioner, approaching his own retirement spoke of the importance of mission - OK, his style is a tad prosaic, and I might see mission a bit more widely than he does, but he was 'bang on' in what he said. Our BMS rep showed us some material on the Israel/Lebanon situation which was humbling and challenging as well as informative. The only frustration was that the discussion groups he used only lasted 5 minutes.
The Quiet Room seems to have been well appreciated - and we had some helpful suggestions for ideas to enhance it further. One of the things that struck me, as I was packing it up and bringing it home, was how the threads we had chosen for the 'foci' seemed to engage some of the needs of some those who used the room - a place to take their pain to God, to use psalms of lament or 'Prayers for Impossible Days' or to annoint themselves for healing or service. Often I wonder about the depth of my spirituality (i.e. do I have any at all!) - that some people found a need met by this room, offered me some reassurance too.
The closing communion service was a very special part of the event - a tad sacramental for my taste, granted, but a space to make peace, find release and be encouraged to go out again. The closing song of blessing was one of my favourites - and the words are below; I am uncertain of origin or copyright, apologies. I first encountered this song on a CD I have of Dartmoor Prison Worship group/choir. There is something incredibly profound about accepting this blessing, prayed over you by a lifer who after the recording will return to his cell...
Dartmoor Prison Worship Band
© Daybreak Music Ltd
May your life in this world be a happy one
May the sun be warm and may the skies be blue
May the storm that comes your way
Clear the air for a brighter day
May the saints and the saviour watch over you.
As you make your way through this old world of ours
As you see the beauty of the morning dew
As you smell the summer flowers; as you pass away the hours
May the saints and the saviour watch over you.
May your life in this world be a happy one…
(Instrumental bridge)
As you spend your life with friends and family
As you feel the warmth of love they have for you
As you see the wars and hate that others radiate
May the saints and the saviour watch over you.
So, may your life in this world be a happy one
May the sun be warm and may the skies be blue
May the storm that comes your way
Clear the air for a brighter day
May the saints and the saviour watch over you.
May your life in this world be a happy one…
Comments
I believe that it was written by Sammy Horner and was originally released on CD by The Electrics, the band he fronted. You can hear Sammy's version here:
http://www.myspace.com/sammyhorner
Thank you once again for all your, and the other's , hard work for the conference. You are NOT responsible for what others say and do!
God spoke in everything and everyone, even in the pain. so fear not!
PS. I also loved this blessing - I am listening to it as I write - thatnks Andy - though one minister, who shall not be named said it reminded him of Morecambe and Wise and so I will never quite see it in the same light again - maybe we should do it with actions!
Thank you Andy.
The CD by Dartmoor Prison Worship Band is called 'My Shackles are Gone.' It is referred to Cross Rhythms website and it seems you can buy it from Alpha Netherlands for E10!
I love the CD - the singing is so bad it's good: authenticity over intonation. It is powerful stuff and worth tracking down.