Brits love an 'underdog' it's true, but hopefully we also have some genuine admiration for those who will never win medals of any colour.  This from BBC website is a useful reminder of true Olympic spirit.

Don't think I'd ever really twigged the origins of the phrase 'also ran' duh!

The broad title for this weeks service is "sharing our stories" and completes our seven weeker on discipleship based on Mark.  This week we centre on the return fo the twelve from their first mission and what happens when they start sharing their stories. 

This week I've spent a lot of time listening to people, one of the privileges of ministry; people sharing their everyday stories.  Stories rich in humour and tenacity, struggle and anxiety, to name but four of the many interwoven themes or threads of feeling and attitude.

My sermon writing is running way behind schedule this week, but that's OK because I kind of know where it's going to go.  But I can't help feeling that the conversations - the sharing of stories - this week has been a living sermon, with people articulating the stories of their lives, sometimes vocalising how faith informs or is informed by that, or questioning how God is active or present, sometimes not even hinting at things spiritual or theological. 

Testimony, beloved of Baptist Baptisms and Baptist/Congregational/URC ordinations/inductions, as we tell stories of how God brought us to this moment...

Testimony, beloved of tent missions and revival meetings when we hear how God rescued some incredibly miserable sinner from a life of debauchery (probably two decades ago and seemingly has done very little since)...

Testimony, the sharing time in some congregations where the same people every week tell how God has been good to them in some material blessing...

Yes, these are deliberate exaggerations in some cases but it does remind me how we make 'testimony' something other than it really is.  Telling our stories, the everyday stuff, that's testimony, whether or not we recognise or name God's involvement.  Sharing the fact that life plods on with nothing much to report.  Admitting that life is a struggle or that we are beset by questions or emotions that trouble us.  Rejoicing in the funny or wonderful or special.  Testimony ought to be natural, we ought to be able to share our stories and perhaps, together, tease out the hints and glimpses of God's grace.

Can life be a sermon?  I suspect, if we have ears to hear, it can.

Now I just have to write something for Sunday that isn't just a repeat of this!

Nearly two years ago I wrote a post about a squirrel with a missing tail.  Yesterday as I ambled through the park having munched my lunch I saw the same squirrel on the same tree drawing oohs and ahs from a family having a picnic at is base.  It made me smile to see 'my' squirrel alive and well and squirreling: resilience and adaptation are wonderful qualities...

There comes a moment every year when I go out in the morning and sense the transition from summer to autumn.  Wherever I have lived, this has been somewhere during August, and dependent on latitude and the weather that year, it may be earlier or later in the month.

Today was that day.  The subtle shift in the light to a more gentle, more golden hue; the first fall leaves and the tiniest hint of gold among the green, the feeling that another season has passed by under heaven...

I've always noticed it, and maybe now I notice it all the more, with the significance August/September plays in my personal calendar. Two years tomorrow since the discovery that would, by the end of the month, change my world permanently... a time to celebrate (ha, I beat it, I'm still here, still well, still NED), a time to remember (how I was sooo terrified, the friends I have made (and lost) since then) a time to be grateful to the God who gives us the rhythm of the seasons, and shares the everyday with us.

I try not to bore everyone with what, for them, is now ancient history.

I aim to live life fully and vigorously, savouring the moments, delighting in its diversity.

But it is a scientific fact that the brightest days are those when the clearest shadows are cast... Every new August is both a celebration and a reminder: bright sunshine creates sharp shadows. 

I make no apologies (except to those it makes cry) for yet again posting this lovely John Glynn hymn...

I watch the sunrise lighting the sky,
casting its shadows near.
And on this morning, bright though it be,
I feel those shadows near me.
    But you are always close to me,
    following all my ways.
    May I be always close to you,
    following all your ways, Lord.

I watch the sunlight shine through the clouds,
warming the earth below.
And at the mid-day, life seems to say:
'I feel your brightness near me.'
    For you are always close to me,
    following all my ways.
    May I be always close to you,
    following all your ways, Lord.

I watch the sunset fading away,
lighting the clouds with sleep.
And as the evening closes its eyes,
I feel your presence near me.
    For you are always close to me,
    following all my ways.
    May I be always close to you,
    following all your ways, Lord.

I watch the moonlight guarding the night,
waiting till morning comes.
The air is silent, earth is at rest-
only your peace is near me.
    Yes, you are always close to me,
    following all my ways.
    May I be always close to you,
    following all your ways, Lord.

John Glynn (b. 1948) © 1976 Kevin Mayhew Ltd

You know how it is, you complete an online questionnaire about something and it says there's a give away prize but you forget all about it because you know you never win.

WRONG!

This morning the postie arrived with a packet for me - but I hadn't ordered anything recently, so it was a surprise.

Ripping it open I discovered I had won the BMS Mission Catalyst Survey Giveaway!  Wow!  It's no secret that I am a big fan of Mission Catalyst, one of the few denominational or theological things I look forward to receiving AND read cover to cover.

So I now have a copy of Denis Alexander's book "Creation or Evolution: Do We Have to Choose" which I am looking forward to reading as it's a very long time since I revisited this question in any depth.  A quick glance suggests it is a complex book, and I suspect the title question is rhetorical, but hey, I won a prize!

Thank you BMS!