Now and then people ask me if get nervous about preaching, and the answer, for the most part, is not really. But now and then I do. Especially if, as is the case this week, it's a passage that has 'haunted' me throughout my ministry... am I just regurgitating my hobby horse (rather odd image!) am I being annoying or is it what God wants me to say?
Time will tell whether I deliver what I've worked on or if I (a) bottle it and do something else or (b) have a flash of inspiration that makes it all come together afresh.
Until then I'll just endure that knotted stomach feeling that all preachers experience once in a while...